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Lim Guo Hua Alvin
20 Years Old....
Student Of Republic Poly...
School Of Health & Leisure, Sport & Exercise Science...

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MoK
Aiman
Tuck Wen
Wee Leng
Yoke Chee
YiHui

A Peace Of Mind

Hehehe...
These few days..
so tired...
now already going to thurs soon...
2 more hours...
this means...
OMG...
Holidaes are comin...
Yeah...
that rite...
time for me to work and train at the same time liao...
haha...

It's gonna be 2nd yr for me liao..
so fast...
but hopefully...
hurry hurry...
i can be 3rd year...
then leave RP...
lousy piece of shit...
lol....
Hurry hurry go army..
hurry hurry go university...
look like no life ar...
but too bad...
this is life...
haha...

Now i must think throughly when deciding on things
yes...EVERYTHING...
Must see carefully...
dun judge the book by its cover le...
haha...
LIFE~~~
Wo0t...

OMG..
lol..
watching family guy..
a damn lame cartoon..
LOL..

Today training was great...
overlap my personal best with a new personal best...
LOL...
but still not doing well...
haha...
Went to orchard, Queensway today...
nth much i guess...
asics shoes do not have much new design coming...
but i saw wat i wan..
wanna go work then buy that running shoe lol...
nowadays...
must do my planning well..
especially time management..
lol...

Life will be boring w/o working in the society...
lol...
gonna try some new jobs this year...
2008...
sia la...
LOL...

TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN....
Training..Training..

Now..
i think all i have..
is to focus on training...

Oh...Jackie told me that girls team are closing dwn...
well..
wat can i say..
i have no say wat..
but i can onli advise la..
good game..
and good luck..
lol..

Training...
Training...
TmR...
Macritche...

but leg still very tired...
nvm..
ICE...
lol...
gogogo..
alvin..
dun think abt other stuff liao..
just training... woah~~!!!

haiz...
its been daes since i blogged..
while...
no one looked at it anyway...

everything not goin right....
indeed...
Studies,
School,
Life,
etc...

These few days..
i keep wonder...
why this...
why that...
sometimes i dun even noe what the hell i am doin..
wat am i waiting for..
wat am i dwelling for..
so many things waiting for me to do all those waiting and dwelling..
i just dunno which to start 1st..

Sometimes dun we feel weird that
all along things just go smooth for u, and wat expected...
but suddenly...*kaboom*
everything go wrong fast..than expected...
haiz...
why ar...

Just like in PBL..
five person in the grp..
at first the the 1st person tot that everything is goin smooth for him..
to make the first move by giving ideas and things to do, everyone tot that the ideas are great..
then suddenly the5th person REJECTS the idea..and after his reasoning..
no one will mention abt my idea anymore, instead, things will go smoothly wat the 5th person had said then *kaboom* to me...
haiz...
this is just so hurting...
i dunno what to sae..
wanna dwell, can't oso..
still cant find a way...
to think of it..
and get rid of it...
Frenz told mi..either wait liao still die...
no wait wont die or wait liao wont die...
haha...
LIFE is lidat..
accept and admit it...

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Back To Basic~

Omg...
after 2 weeks liao..
finally we have a decent training..
it is like omg la..
lucky for me...
i trained myself during the period..
so okay la..
fitness still there...
If not..
How i be the hall of fame for 2.4km...
lol...

okok..
gonna go slp leh...
very tired...
haiz...
i noe i still can be better...
it is still not the best of me...
please let me excel higher...
excel till i can forget all those unhappiness..
and move on to life...
but i noe..
i cant...
it is not tat simple..
i noe it myself...
Dun Bother~~


Sick & Tired

Haiz...
Sian la..
2 weeks left...
i am again sick of going school...
tired of school..
haiz...

recently...
alot of thing on my mind,
headache...
i think i give myself unneccessary stress again,
so forget it..
life is like that...
tmr trg...
i think now what is all in my heart is training..
i dunno what i can think about  now..
coz they are hidden..
by me... haha...
Listen~










Haiz..

Hmmm..
these 2 days were bored...
all i noe is
1 more week to my english o's..
2 more weeks to my holidaes
3 more weeks to chinese new year
time really flies..
oh..
i finalli went back to took my cert btw..
i did not my to take at first..
but well..
u noe parents..
they were like nag and nag at ur head just to tell u not to be dumb..
haiz..
Those Ds and Bs sure bring a hell lots of memories...
haiz..
i rmb Mr Adrian Chia Face...
his expression..
from one look..
i noe..
i sux in o lvl..
he is a good teacher...
he wont lie...

Sec 1 oritentation too...
just rmb when i was sec 1...
we slept in the air-con hall...
and i rmb there was nth for me to hug while sleeping...
then
there was this blue pole at the corner..
lol..
wow...
is like...
so fast...
i am so old liao...

and and...
i still rmb the PE exercise...
lol...
"30 counts of *blah* ready?!...exercise begin"
lol..
that my good olden days..
and my beloved CCA..
Hockey...
We managed to get so far...
but every year..
we train hard..
just to aim for the top four..
and for 4 yrs..
we just run past it...
haiz...
not even with a single trophy..
but just tears...
every yr..
top 8..
and...
now it is gone..
but i noe in all my batch heart..
CWSS hockey is the best....
me, as a joker...who got alwaes punished..just to make smile on my teammates faces...
and now in RP...
i am still a joker...
who make laughter in the team too..
haha...

well...
thing might not be good in 2008..
but all i noe is that...
we just have to live with it...

but as for now..
i just wanna go out and take a breather...
haiz...
sian ar....
maybe while strolling..
i might think of something better...
to do...
because there are always still things that are worth reflecting... just like doin my journal..

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Sigh~~

Finally..
Sec 1 Oritentation is over~
apparently...
it is better than last yr...
obviously...
Haha...
Well...

All thanks to the peer leaders...
I know the sec 1 are difficult to handle but at least firm enough to hold on to them till the very last.
i think this is a very good experience for u all..
at least u all noe that even if we have the planning...
thing there will still cork up...
becoz firstly...
we do not noe the sec 1 character...
Haha..
But it is a job WELL DONE...
wahaha...
Even though they very suay that the last day they still receive scolding as a present from me...
lol...

well...
even though i did not went for sch..
i did trg myself..
LOL..
commitment..
well...since now...
it is best i concentrate more..
rather than thinking and idling about stuffs..
haha..
2nd day did an hr run at the field at around 12.30 am...
ended at 1.3o am..
and slept at 2.30 am..
Mr Faizal was kind enuf to let me slp at the room between his and mdm aishah's cookery rooms..
and only allow myself to slp..
haha...
becoz inside got the sec 1 belongings...
lol..
i slp there..that mean nid to take care the stuff la..
and it is kind of ok at first..
then because there are alot of watches inside those bags..
they rang at different time slot...
and coz me to not slp well...
and for goodness sake...
i heard teachers sayin that the peer leaders are tired..
because why..
play game at nite...
Yes...u all can play..
but please...
take care of all of ur health..
i need u all the "hype" to maintain the sec 1...
but nvm..
over liao..
haha...

well..well..
after running...then break camp..
then went for training again ^.^
yeah...
now i am tired...

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TMR~~

thou shall not interfere...
thou shall look
thou shall keep quiet...
thou... shall...not speak...
thou shall do ur training TMR~!!
Yeah..
That right...
I neither a good leader nor a good advisor...
please dun approach me...
i sux big time...
because i duno what is a sec 1 camp...
i totally sux..
i inexperience...
i noob...
thank you...thank you...
if u think u can do it...
i am happy to give u the post...
if u all think sec 1 camp is just a game...
then u are wrong...
if u think logistic just because of walkie-talkie then u all can relax...
U R WRONG~~!!!!
Woah..

Just wish that camp will be alrite that dae..
all i can sae..
i understand how Jing Xuan they all feel when they are toking to a bunch of people who does not noe what is the purpose of the Sec 1 camp..
and the meaning of peer LEADER~
and IC...
Good Luck..
I am really tired...
I give up...
serious..
i mean i give up everything...
everything..
bored~

Damn...
I was bored to the max today...
dunno wat to do today...
then i started chio-ing aiman go play pool..
and we tok abt quite a number of stuff..
like whr Peter Lim lives, and i found out that we realli miss him sia..
lol...
i mean he is like a father to us...
how can we not forget what he taught us...
lol...
tokin abt how times flies...
so fast...
i gonna be in 2nd yr le...
then we tok abt when we are goin to army....
lol...
and and..
i just did an excel in regard to my personal best timing...
all i can sae is...
I'M STILL NOT IN MY BEST FORM...
strive to work harder btw...
even if it cost my life...
i mean life is worthless...
realli

Hall of Fame
Top Performer of NAPFA Stations

MaleStation Name ID,Sch Record

Sit Up (1min) : M. Hisyam B Ismail 50273,SAS 70 reps
Standing Broad Jump : Yeo Kuan Heng 70392,SEG 287cm
Pull Up (30sec) : Yuvaraj Turiahdassu 52018,SAS 19 reps
Sit & Reach : Koh Yung Yun Ernst 51731,SEG 64cm
Shuttle Run : Yeo Kuan Heng 70392,SEG 8.5s
2.4km Run : Lim Guo Hua Alvin 72947,SHL 8m10s

lol...
not trying to brag here..
i just feel that it is a improvement made by me alot...
i just rmb that last time i post abt my 2.4Km run..
when i am still in the floorball trial...
all i can sae that the timing that time is the past...
now is the present...
used to be 8.48, then going to8.34 when i was running in the track...
and now 8.10...
realli my personal best performance..
is like a gift to me, an encouragement.. that running did not give up on mi...
even though i lost something...
realli...
Running lifted me up...
OMG...
lol..
saying as if running is god..
LOL...

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Well~

Life hasn't been great this month...
this month...
year 2008...
i lost something...
but well...
i guess we can't rewind thing to the good olden days bah...
but something actually happened during this week...
something good i guess...
i din went for NAPFA during tues...
i was injured...
and i heard that my coach was lecturing my teammates for not breaking the record...
for 2.4Km and the 5 other stations...
i felt abit angry and curious...
because i tot my frenz can break it...
then my coach wanted them to re-run today...
so..here we are...
doing their re-run and doing my 1st NAPFA...in RP....
i just feel that i am old liao..
haiz...
dunno la...
haha....
then went for the stations...
zZzZz..
so badly done...
but to my surprise...
i break the record!!!!...
for 2.4KM...

www.rp.sg/NAPFA

My name finally is there...LOL...
Well...
breaking this record is not only my effort...
my teammates too...
they kept encouraging me to run faster, and keep encouraging and encouraging...
is like OMG....
haha...
I really wanna Thank them...
Still got lo..
My IG frenz...Karenn..
so sad she not there...
if not she stunned...
haha...
I break it~!!!
8 Mins 10 Secs...
haha...
So happy...

and my IG mates were toking abt BGR...
and one of my mate said..
"Wa lao...A girl sae i useless sia...17 coming to 18 yrs old...still haven get GF"
then i reply him back...
"i Worse than u" LOL...

haha...A random conversation btw...
AND AND...Kuan Heng...
Wahaha...
U break 2 record...
well done...
wahaha....
Hopefully, i will still continue running...
Running is my passion...and is now wat i shuld really concentrate..
because i just found out that running is my best frenz...
haha....
nth can beat my friendship with Running...
Thanks....

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School~

Sian...
back to sch...
all i can sae is sian...
i still think i did not slp enuf..
realli...
i am realli tired...
tired tired tired...

Life is short...
realli...
short...
life is short...

Sian la...
sian....
2008...
bad yr...
OMG...
OMG...

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Last Day Of Three Weeks Holiday...

Today...
as we know is the last day of the three weeks holidae...
time realli flies very very de fast....
Well...
i just wanna summarise the whole three weeks...
i just feel that in life...
sometime things dun go wat we wan...
it is always depend on the situation...
Just like what i blogged ytd...
is either... (Using arcade as a example)
Goin in the arcade..
we play...
and when game over...
it is either we continue playing, by adding in more tokens..
or just leave it as it is...
and then it is then GAME OVER....

there are many things in life we actually encountered so many that it is somehow incontrollable..
some things when we feel that we shuld end them..but do not have the heart to end it...
yet...still end it... it just the matter of whether how do u determine ur life....

Haiz...so many things to think of....
Well...
Haha...
we will see how things goes...
and how time manage my dae bah....
realli...
I think i got frenz no frenz..
like doesn't matter...
since i like to keep things to myself...
i think from now on...
i will have more things to keep to myself...
I tot this character will be disappeared...
but apparently..
i just did something stupid...
and i am back to square one...
Life is just alwaes like tat...
wat the hell...

aiya...
there is alwae a very small percentage that both parties will like each other...
because one of the parties must spend good quality time....so that they can be tgt....
and now it is abt Gender Equality...
whther is the guy who shuld approach...
or the females....
my ans to it is : It depend on the situation oso...
we canot sae like that also....
must be alwae the guy make the steps...
sometimes..even if the guy make the steps...
the other party also dun care...
and vice versa...
it is like only when one is being told off by frenz that it is time or
peer pressure is given..
then they will both show their true form....
i dun think there is a person who is so thickskinned la...
sae liao...
then not u...
then u still wanna wait....
even if there is...
i will saluate u ar...
I mean if it is worth it...
then ok la... then u can try go ask time for help lo...see she wanna help u anot...
if she wan...
then good lo...
On the other hand...
if like...Aiya...other party also like that liao...
it is just makin ownself suffer...like what the hell la...

i tot i can change my fate...
rather controlling it than letting it controlling me..
but i am just so useless....
i am fate's slave...
no one can help me la...
I am just stupid la...
alwae think too much...
fuk la...

till now...
alr goin to be yr 2 liao...
i still ask myself...
why am i still in RP....
like wtf la...?!?!?!
haiz....

Time is the factor
time is the factor...
time is always the problem....
if both are willing to give in to each other to create a time for one another...
then i think nth will happen...
well....
well...
well..

Haiz....
enuf la...
alvin lim...
u wake up can liao...
u are just a loser...
can anot...

if u wan u can lie to urself la..
since u alway trust urself so much...
go and die la...
earth dun need u this kind of person to live...
y need u...
waste ur time... 18++ liao...
can think anot...
bloodyhell...
U go stop dreaming la...
tat memories of urs...or wateva time u had...
just washed off la...
Why the hell u still thinking...

think le...
u think ppl will noe meh...
u think too much la....
thing will nvr be the same....
Dwell for wat...
CB la...
throw man face nia....

Haiz....
reflect oso useless...
drink oso useless...
Now i think there is two way for u...
either u still continue to be the one...
putting in the token when game over OR
leave when it is game over...
Decision is URs...
Take it or Leave it...
Loser....
pui~!!
Waste my time talking whole chunk of things with u...
go and think and reflect on wat i sae la..
CB!!! LOSER~~!!!

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=)

actually...
i shuld not dwell..
since it is me who hurriedly wanted to end this...
well...
I think I feel better than before...
at least i know what is the main problem...
but I dun think I gonna work towards it bah....
See How bah..
to add the tokens or just walk away into the machine...
Yup..

Again..
Life is like tat...
that reality...
we human just lousy to avoid...
ppl like me...
either they treat it like a game or took it seriously...
This things i believe just isn't gonna end like this...
Ruthless...
agression...

Hahah..
Today..
training is bad...
i dunno is it i findin excuses for myself or realli my right leg numb-ed...
haiz...
Saw RJC and RI ppl...
MGS also...
Mr Quek also...
haha...
anyway...
at least my timing is considered okok..
sian la...
my shoe so heavy la...
haha...

one more day to school lo....
haha...
this is gonna be a boring month...
Haiz...
wat to do....
pui...

NO DWELLING~~
Happy or Sad..

well...
i am back from the camp..
yeah...
i doubt no one is readin la...
but watever it is..
i think the camp was ok...
can rest...
and slack...
things like that....

then alot of things happen before and during the camp...
have been stressing alot..
due to camp & family problem...
and i just recently..
manage to be thickskinned abit to solve one problem during the camp...
but oh well...*chop* *chop* THE END~
solving of that problem might lead to some problem in the future i guess...
Just feel like crying for these overall problem..
but couldn't..
try so hard...
but end up laughin..while drinking alcohol..
Well...who cares...
my health my life...

I dunno how to describe my feeling but..
I mean life alway have its dwn and up...
so all i can blame is blame myself...
Year 2008..
is the Year that started to challenge me...
and i look forward more to it...
U sux...2008...




不值得 - 夢飛船


*除了想你 除了愛你
我什麼什麼都願意
翻開日記 整理〔打開〕心情
我真的真的想放棄
你始終沒有愛過 你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不從心 無力繼續

#這感情 不值得我猶豫
不值得我考慮 不值得我愛過你
這種回憶 不值得我提起
不值得想起 不值得哭泣

+這段感情 早就應該放棄
早就不該讓我浪費時間找奇蹟
這樣的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我為你而壞了心情

我決定不為你而毀了心
放棄愛你

重唱 *,#,+

我決定不為你而毀了心
為你而放棄愛情 不為你而毀了心
我決定不為你而毀了心
放棄愛你










All Good Things (Come To An End) Lyrics
Artist(Band):Nelly Furtado



(Ah, ah, aah)

Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die...Die....Die...Die...

Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end? (end)
Flames to dust (dust)
Lovers to friends (friends)
Why do all good things come to an end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it will come soon
And the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.




Thx....
For everythings...
Sign off... Ended...04/01/2008

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Sheesh~

Oh my Tian...
Haiz...
ALC was like so noob la...
but...haiz...
i still very down..
so many things had happen..
just wish that my last tw0 days of the holiday..
will give me a good rest and good time..
I wanna just my last 2 days wisely...
hmmm....

haha...
ok la...
i goin to the "camp" soon...
haha...
nth much to update oso...
i just feel that 2008 is a bad and lousy year for me...
haiz...
Y am i so !@#$%
Haiz...
Argh~~~~!!!
Why~~

Why alwae me...
T.T
I really wan to cry out loud...
really....
2008...
i am sure it is not goin to be smooth...
So that mean i will expect some "great" things gonna happen..

it is my o lvl?!?!?!
NoOoOo~~!!!!
Why is it so unfair...
haiz...

i dunno..
but i just wanna cry...
tat all..
haiz...

I feel so so down now...
down to the bottom..
i mean bottomless...
i suck..

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